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NEW JOURNAL.... [05 Oct 2004|02:19pm] [ mood | silly ] im sowwy pplz....i promise that this is the last time i change my journal.....kk it iz....l0vely_caddiie....add mee!! caddiie!!

[28 Sep 2004|07:14pm] [ mood | creative ] caddiie!!

[23 Sep 2004|08:25pm] [ mood | depressed ] kk pplz well i was bored n i was goin thru journals and i read my sis n this is wut happened (her entry) a life long pain why is that i have 2 suffer because of some1 else's mistake. i know once i say what is going on most of u will be the happiest ppl alive but i can give a fuqq. i don't care about shyt n e more. mostly not about life. i thought my back problems cuz of the accident were going to get better, but matters are worse. from the mid section of my back all the way to my collard bone all my disks are inflamated to the point that they are almost herniated. i was told therapy could make it better but my therapy is almost exhausted. this will be a long life pain. i have 2 b very careful what i do so that it doesn't produce pain. its ok tho cuz im not gonna suffer. im sure not. im thinking when this nightmare settles imma go 2 an orthopedic doctor n if they can't help then im won't get to the point of being paralized. i won't suffer all that there. the accident wasn't my fault but yet im the 1 being punished 4 it. life works in mysterious ways all right. but im more mysterious than life itself. so fuqq everything n every1 that wants 2 c me 6 feet under. cuz u never know u might b going 2 a funeral it jus won't be mine. cuz when i do die u'll never find out. thats y im ghost. (my response) damn mily u didnt tell me all of this damn bro im sorry i wish that stupid as niqqu wouldnt have hit us I LOVE YOU SIS n i alwayz will we might fight but that got nothin to do wit it fuk that stupid as fat ho fuk all the hataz they'll be six feet under before any of us will ill be sure of that dont worry bout yo bak everythin is gonna get better i need to go to therapy again cuz to tell u the truth im actually startin to feel bad again well i love u n i alwayz will (outro) damn sis u know u can alwayz count on me u cant keep thinkin negative i still need u here n like i said fuk them hoz they aint gonna do shit n if it comes to the point ill make sure that theyll be six feet under b4 u are I LOVE YOU and u will alwayz be in my life cuz ill neva eva let sum1 or sumthin seperate us 2 | caddiie!!

[20 Sep 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | bored ] fuk the whole friiendz only shyt yall ppl are gonna find out regardless plus i got nada to hide so w.e i did sum quizzes check em out ( blah ) caddiie!!

[10 Sep 2004|09:20pm] [ mood | curious ] hey pplz well this entry iz special in a way iitz funny how ppl</font> dont change how ppl think that im stupid well guez wut im not oh by the way i was on my sis s/n Tallxnxqbanx: hey I LadiiLinKon I: whos this? I LadiiLinKon I: ????????? Tallxnxqbanx: rafe Tallxnxqbanx: what up I LadiiLinKon I: who? Tallxnxqbanx: rafael I LadiiLinKon I: oh wuzza I LadiiLinKon I: this isnt mily Tallxnxqbanx: not much chillin I LadiiLinKon I: i thought u didnt have aol anymore Tallxnxqbanx: im using my bros account I LadiiLinKon I: oh Tallxnxqbanx: ur sister is not ther I LadiiLinKon I: no I LadiiLinKon I: shes not I LadiiLinKon I: she left a lyl bit ago I LadiiLinKon I: i left you a couple of messages but w/e I LadiiLinKon I: i was wonderin how u were doin or w/e Tallxnxqbanx: u did I LadiiLinKon I: yes i did Tallxnxqbanx: so everythin cool I LadiiLinKon I: yea y wouldnt it be Tallxnxqbanx: aight I LadiiLinKon I: so how r u doin Tallxnxqbanx: im good I LadiiLinKon I: coo Tallxnxqbanx: ok I LadiiLinKon I: ..... I LadiiLinKon I: if u want to speak to mah sis call her cuz i dunno wen she gonna be bak Tallxnxqbanx: aight i c she went out I LadiiLinKon I: i guess I LadiiLinKon I: she aint tell me nada Tallxnxqbanx: alright I LadiiLinKon I: what are u doin Tallxnxqbanx: nuthin im here chillin Tallxnxqbanx: why I LadiiLinKon I: nada i guess itz a miracle u aint come ova here Tallxnxqbanx: going where I LadiiLinKon I: to my house Tallxnxqbanx: when I LadiiLinKon I: nada mijo Tallxnxqbanx: damn girl I LadiiLinKon I: i said que era un milagro que tu no viniste para mi casa Tallxnxqbanx: i go everyday girl Tallxnxqbanx: lol I LadiiLinKon I: no u donr I LadiiLinKon I: **dont Tallxnxqbanx: ah come on dont say thta I LadiiLinKon I: u neva come ova here I LadiiLinKon I: i dunno y Tallxnxqbanx: yeah right u dont even know I LadiiLinKon I: dont confuse me for anotha girl Tallxnxqbanx: lol I LadiiLinKon I: im not fukin laughin rafael Tallxnxqbanx: hey hey chill I LadiiLinKon I: ur alwayz wit the bullshit of oh ur my lyl sis pero yet u alwayz fukin neva returnin calls to my sis or me Tallxnxqbanx: cuz i got a girl I LadiiLinKon I: lmfao Tallxnxqbanx: lol I LadiiLinKon I: cuz u aint fukin rafael I LadiiLinKon I: dont cum wit that bullshiut I LadiiLinKon I: **bullshit I LadiiLinKon I: cuz i know how rafael types I LadiiLinKon I: n u were wrong wit comin to my crib everday I LadiiLinKon I: u fukin think that im an idiot I LadiiLinKon I: lol Tallxnxqbanx: lol I LadiiLinKon I: im smarter then wut u think Tallxnxqbanx: lol I LadiiLinKon I: yuh keep laughin cuz u know im sayin the truth Tallxnxqbanx: ok 4 | caddiie!!

LOCKED!!!! [23 Aug 2004|08:38pm] [ mood | bitchy ] 1.add me 2.then i might add you 3. dont get madd cuz i dun lyk you 4. no beef 5.fukk off</center> caddiie!!

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